Darkness Swans

"That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me

Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna be

I wonder if I'm good enough

or maybe I've had too much

To drink, to smoke, to swallow

I'm drowning up my sorrows

There's rules I'll never follow

pretend there's no tomorrow

I wish there was no tomorrow

But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside

And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive

And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

My body's shakin

My head is achin

It feels like my heart is breakin

My body's shakin

My head is achin

I can't fix this mess I'm makin"