6 Last Song ~ Secret of my Heart

No momento, estou sentada, conversando com Yakov Feltsman, o verdadeiro jurado de Shall We Sing? Após as desculpas oficiais pelo que aconteceu com o meu violão.

“Soube que semana passada você fez aniversário. Meus parabéns. Estou com um presente que um certo admirador seu. Ele me pediu anonimato, mesmo eu achando que é besteira pois você irá saber quem é quando tocar no presente.” Ele diz e eu sinto algo pesado ser colocado à minha frente e escuto o barulho de trancas serem abertas.

“Meu deus!” Escuto Mari, que está ao meu lado, gritar.

“Mari!” Grito, levando a mão aos meus ouvidos depois do susto.

“Me desculpa Yuuri, mas você não está vendo o que eu estou vendo.” Ela diz e eu sinto algo familiar tocar meu colo.

Ergo minhas mãos e as deslizo no instrumento, o abraçando em meio a soluços. Meu violão. Ele voltou para mim.

“Yuuri, se você estiver ouvindo esta gravação, é porque Yakov deve ter lhe entregado o violão. Feliz Aniversário. Eu sei que eu prometi caso você ganhasse o programa, mas para mim, você já é uma vencedora não importa o resultado do programa. Eu, Chris e Phichit estaremos torcendo por você aqui de Londres. Gostaria de aproveitar a oportunidade de agradecer à Minako, Kaoshi e Celestino por me tolerarem durante esses meses de Shall We Sing. E Yuuri, por iluminar a minha vida e me dar inspiração para continuar a cantar, mesmo sem um guitarrista.” Escuto a voz de Victor, surpresa.

Dou uma risada e, ainda agarrada ao violão, tomando uma decisão espontânea.

“Posso tirar uma foto e postar na internet?” Pergunto, mordendo o lábio.

“Faça como quiser.” Yakov-san diz e logo Mari tira a foto.

~x~

Shall We Skate? Compartilhou a imagem de KatsuYuuri à 02 minutos atrás. — com Gasu Kaoshi, Minako Okukawa, Celestino Ciadinni e Yakov Feltsman.

[imagem: Yuuri sentada com um sorriso no rosto e com o violão preto que havia sido quebrado no passado no colo.]

Olha quem voltou para sua dona como presente de aniversário! #VNikiforovalsorocks #HappyBirthdayYuuri #ShallWeSing?

~x~

“Posso pedir também um favor? Para você também, Gasu-san? É com relação à Frost Eyes. Eu…

~x~

“Senhoras e senhores, bem vindos à semifinal do Shall We Sing! Desta vez, nossas quatro concorrentes Sora Hoshino, Yuuri Katsuki e Risa Akemi terão de cantar duas músicas cada. E com isso, duas candidatas irão disputar a final.” Minako Okukawa apresenta.

“Primeiramente, temos Risa Akemi…”

“E então, Sora Hoshino!”

“E para finalizar a noite… Yuuri Katsuki!”

De violão no ombro, Yuuri Katsuki entra no palco acompanhada de sua irmã, Mari. Ambas usando… Roupas casuais e um microfone no rosto?

“Yuuri, você está pronta?”

“Sim.”

“Muito bem. Banda, podem começar a tocar.”

Mari se afasta de Yuuri e ela pega o violão, começando a tocar com a banda.

Happiness is just a word to me

And it might of meant a thing or two

If I had known the difference

Emptiness, a lonely parody

And my life, another smokin' gun

A sign of my indifference

Always keepin' safe inside

Where no one ever had a chance

To penetrate a break in

Let me tell you some have tried

But I would slam the door so tight

That they could never get in

Kept my cool under a lock and key

And I never shed a tear

Another sign of my condition

Fear of love of bitter vanity

That kept me on the run

The main events at my confession

I kept a chain upon my door

That would shake the shame of Cain

Into a blind submission

The burning ghost without a name

Was still calling all the same

But I just wouldn't listen

The longer I'd stall

The further I'd crawl

The further I'd crawl

The harder I'd fall

I was crawlin into the fire

The more that I saw

The further I'd fall

The further I'd fall

The lower I'd crawl

I kept fallin' into the fire

Into the fire

Into the fire

Suddenly it occurred to me

The reason for the run and hide

Had totaled my existence

Everything left on the other side

Could never be much worse than this

But could I go the distance

I faced the door and all my shame

Tearin' off each piece of chain

Until they all were broken

But no matter how I tried

The other side was locked so tight

The doow it wouldn't open

Gave it all that I got

And started to knock

Shouted for someone

To open the lock

I just gotta get through the door

And the more that I knocked

The hotter I got

The hotter I got

The harder I knocked

I just gotta break through the door

Gotta knock a little harder

Gotta knock a little harder

Gotta knock a little harder

Break through the door

Ela e a banda param de cantar, sendo aplaudidos.

“Muito obrigado por estarem aqui comigo hoje.” Ela fala, se curvando. “Agora, minha próxima música para uma pessoa muito especial.”

Eles recomeçam a tocar e ela canta.

Starlit night above the rooftops

I sit and think, what words could show you how I feel?

Our happy times were they real? So I wonder

Shooting star, falls as if to tell

A happy end will come because you're by my side

Always a smile but all the while

There's still one thing inside, that I cannot tell you

Secret of my heart, when can I ever start?

Never any doubt, knowing how someday I'll say I love you

It will shine on through, my love will shine out true

Give a little time, I'm looking for a sign

You know I'm waiting for my chance

So quiet now, winds whisper true to me

I feel a need, to scream out loud these things I feel

Celebrate this love I can't reveal I can't show you

So here we are, together once again

You seem to walk this little distance from my side

Your face it seems so sad

I wonder what you hide I wanna be close to you

Secret of my heart can you understand those parts

Hidden far away, in a place I run to, doesn't everyone

In my heart I know I must let our love grow

I can't say why

I know that I must find a way to call out for my chance

Can I tell the truth? No words come to my mind

They escape from my lips to the clouds above

Feeling in my heart, I can't hide

I can't hide anymore, 'cause I love you

I will be with you (with you, with you)

Wherever you are? (you are, you are)

Can you feel my heart?

Can you feel my heart?

Can't you see you're in my heart

But things may break apart

Maybe one day

It's difficult to say how long two hearts can beat as one

But I know now all the same

No change will come unless I play the game

I just wanna say, I think I might be ready, baby

(I just wanna say forever)

Can't you see you're in my dreams

I can't lose you, baby see?

Every time we meet

Every time we're near boy gives all meaning to my life

Baby don't get down, someday I will come around

Secret of my heart, our future is forever

Secret of my heart

Secret of my heart

Secret of my heart

Secret of my heart

Secret of my heart

~x~

Yuuri Katsuki e Sora Hoshino são as finalistas. Redes sociais bombam por causa da dedicação a uma música de romance para alguém especial. E então, uma semana depois, é a final de Shall We Sing? As duas finalistas devem cantar uma música juntas e se apresentar sozinhas depois.

“Senhoras e Senhores, Yuuri Katsuki e Sora Hoshino!”

Yesterday I was a fool without a story

Suddenly the sweetest thing has happened to me

I say, I say

There's no warning when you're hit by love

There's no warning when you're hit by love

I'm a girl who always thought she had a theory

Thought I was the only one who ever knew me

I say, I say

There's no warning when you're hit by love

There's no warning when you're hit by love

There is no one out there honestly

who more than me could be more surprised

But I bet you wont be able to resist when you look in his eyes

Since the day that I was born I had it figured

I was ready with my finger on the trigger

I say, I say

There's no warning when you're hit by love

When he walks into a room its like a vision

And for once in my whole life ain't my decision

I say, I say

There's no warning when you're hit by love

There's no instructions saying this way up

There's no label this is fragile stuff

There's no writing saying hot to touch

There is no one out there honestly

who more than me could be more surprised

But I bet you wont be able to resist when you look in his eyes

Yesterday I was a fool without a story

Suddenly the sweetest thing has happened to me

I say, I say

There's no warning when you're hit by love

Since the day that I was born I had it figured

I was ready with my finger on the trigger

I say, I say

There's no warning when you're hit by love

There's no warning when you're hit by love...

As pessoas adoram, aplaudindo animadamente e Sora se afasta um pouco, deixando o palco para Yuuri.

“Novamente dedico essa música a uma pessoa especial.”

Ela toca o violão, acompanhando um piano e começa a cantar.

Hey, just a little more, just a little more

Could you just listen to my words

Hey, a second more is fine — I'll say what's on my mind

I will be selfish one more time

Right after those words came again

They seemed to slowly fade away

So one more time, I want to hear you say

I love you even now — I love you even more

I'll love you till the end of the world

Just give me one more smile — indulge me for a while

And let me hear you say these words

"You're the one I love"; It's so easy

But they're the words that I could never say to you.

That's why I'll send this wish far into the sky

So my love for you will spread its wings and fly.

Hey, there's so much I do not know — I like to learn it all

Take these thoughts and let them grow

So we hold on tight with all our might, hiding in the dark of night

And have to part with the morning light ...

The one important thing is that you're here with me

My world does not know what it is anymore

It was so monotone — but now that I'm not alone

Look at the vivid scenery

Before I even knew, you were so far away

Can not we go back to walking hand in hand someday?

Let's go and send this question into the sky:

Ask if our love can spread its wings and fly.

Even if someday we go separate ways and you — you leave me behind

If I still have these memories, and I think of you sometimes, it'll be fine

It will happen — someday we will understand just wh

This love had to go

We promised we'd keep moving on-

Into tomorrow ...

I love you even now — I love you even more

I'll love you till the end of the world

Just give me one more smile — indulge me for a while

And let me hear you say these words

"You're the one I love"; It's so easy to do

But they're the words that I could never say to you.

That's why I'll send this wish far into the sky

So my love for you will spread its wings and fly.

Ela choca o público pois novamente canta uma música de romance dedicada a alguém. Sora Hoshino canta também e logo os jurados passam a conversar entre si para escolher a vencedora, o que é complicado pois as duas são muito talentosas.

“Com licença.” Yuuri diz, sorrindo, interrompendo os juízes. “Eu gostaria de sugerir minha nova amiga Sora como vencedora, já que alcancei o que desejava com o programa.”

Eles se entreolham, já cientes do que ela quis dizer. Mas…

“Não. Ambas são vencedoras.” Yakov Feltsman declara, surpreendendo as duas. “Ambas levam a premiação em dinheiro, igualmente dividida e os contratos com a gravadora Feltsman.”

“Muito obrigada!” As duas, chorando, dizem ao mesmo tempo, rindo disso em seguida. E com isso, mais uma edição emocionante de Shall We Sing? Se encerra.