18 Killing Me

Killing Me

Hello, hello

I’m standing here

Waiting in silent

And giving up

I thought that I had everything

I didn’t know what life could bring

I thought that I was blessed

Then you turn my life on a mess

Since that I’ve failed many times

And many times I’ve cried

You’ve left me here like everyone

And now everything is done

I’m feeling so lonely

Only with my pains and fears

I look at my face in the mirror

I can’t even recognize me

My brain will explode with those images

I try don’t think on that

But in silent they turn back

And only makes me suffer

And cry more, more, more…

I’ve heard all your lies

Because of that I started to fight

Against the without sleep nights

That just disturbs my disturbed mind

They say “look at her, she is so strange”

But they don’t know

What you’ve done, it only grows

It’s like a cancer

Infect my brain and my soul

Until I silent die in the floor

This is not a secret wish

It’s what you dream

I’m crying bloody tears

Just like you’ve said some time ago

Oh, you only wanted to kill me

Over with me and now you see

You laugh it all off in my face

Done it all you promised in that day

I’ll never forget

You’ll never regret

You’ve finished with me

I’ve see it all you’ve done

And you think that this would be fun

Just look in my eyes

And see what you can find

You’re breaking me, breaking me

Don’t you see?

You’re killing me, killing me

Can you see?

Oh ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Oh ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I’ve heard all your lies

Because of that I started to fight

Against the without sleep nights

That just disturbs my disturbed mind

I’ve see it all you’ve done

And you think that this would be fun

Just look in my eyes

And see what you can find

You’re breaking me, breaking me

Don’t you see?

You’re killing me, killing me

Killing me!

Oh, killing me!