I 'm not the same as before

I'm not the same as before

when miss
I wonder where I went wrong
and nothing but

I never knew what love is
I never knew what love is
I just took a chance without thinking .....

why?
it has to be like that?
I just...
I just .....
I just ......
only only only

I want to be a human being
and live without obstacles
normal
having friends
or just to be loved

When I alone loved me
I could not be the same
all I saw on the street
I not thought before of being a
nonexistent

I've never been like this before
already I do not even know who I am I just know I'm not
the same as before

you never asked me normal things
you never found me regular
and always said that my nature was beautiful but never called me beautiful always found me weird for my way of life and always despised me

and now as ever

When I alone loved me
I could not be the same
all I saw on the street
I not thought before of being a
nonexistent

I've never been like this before
already I do not even know who I am I just know I'm not
the same as before

you left me neglected and abandoned and always made a fool of me but now I'm not the same as before
I'm not the same as before
I'm not the same as before

I was never a
I never have been
I know

I was never the same as before

but finally I am myself

without you

I am everything and nothing

I'm not the same as before