4 Cap. 4

Desabei no choro assim que ele me disse que Jeshy, tava morta. Eu não poderia suportar aquilo. A minha sorte !? Dan estava comigo, e era isso que importava. Sem Dan, não sobreviveria nem um minuto a mais. Sai daquele hospital, 1 dia depois da bomba. Na Sexta, seria o enterro. Era Quarta. Dan dormiu comigo. Só que eu estava sozinha. Meus pais, fizeram o favor, de morrer, no acidente de Avião. MERDA. MERDA.

Eu não conseguia dormir. Dormi no máximo, 1 hora. Depois !? Acordei e desci pra sala de estar. Passei pelo piano, e voltei. Era de Jeshy. Lembrei de uma das poucas canções, que eu sabia tocar no piano. Olhei pra cima, e vi que Dan estava dormindo forte. Mirrors.

Aren't you somethin' to admire

Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror

And I can't help but notice

You reflect in this heart of mine

If you ever feel alone and

The glare makes me hard to find

Just know that I'm always

Parallel on the other side

Cause with your hand in my hand

And a pocket full of soul

I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go

Just put your hand on the glass

I'll be tryin' to pull you through

You just gotta be strong

Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I'm lookin' right at the other half of me

The vacancy that sat in my heart

Is a space that now you hold

Show me how to fight for now

And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy

Comin' back into you once I figured it out

You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

I couldn't get any bigger

With anyone else beside me

And now it's clear as this promise

That we're making

Two reflections into one

Cause it's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

Staring back at me

Aren't you somethin', an original

Cause it doesn't seem really as simple

And I can't help but stare, cause

I see truth somewhere in your eyes

I can't ever change without you

You reflect me, I love that about you

And if I could, I

Would look at us all the time

Cause with your hand in my hand

And a pocket full of soul

I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go

Just put your hand on the glass

I'll be tryin' to pull you through

You just gotta be strong

Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I'm lookin' right at the other half of me

The vacancy that sat in my heart

Is a space that now you hold

Show me how to fight for now

And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy

Comin' back into you once I figured it out

You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

I couldn't get any bigger

With anyone else beside me

And now it's clear as this promise

That we're making

Two reflections into one

Cause it's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

Staring back at me

Yesterday is history

And tomorrow's a mystery, mistery

I can see you lookin' back at me

Keep your eyes on me

Keep your eyes on me

Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I'm lookin' right at the other half of me

The vacancy that sat in my heart

Is a space that now you hold

Show me how to fight for now

And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy

Comin' back into you once I figured it out

You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

I couldn't get any bigger

With anyone else beside me

And now it's clear as this promise

That we're making

Two reflections into one

Cause it's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

Staring back at me

Show me how to fight for now

Cause I don't wanna lose you now

Não sei se foi impressão minha, mas quando acabei, percebi que minhas mãos tremiam, meus dedos estavam cortados, e.... Eu comecei a chorar no meio da Música. Claro, era a favorita dela. Mas, oque me chamou a atenção, foram meus dedos. Cortados. Oque estava acontecendo comigo ?!