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Pov's Bella

Eu ainda estava fazendo turnê do Brasil e os shows ficavam lotados.Ryan e Snow também começaram a cantar no país.No momento,eu estava fazendo um show em São Paulo.

As pessoas gritaram enquanto a música começava a tocar.

Bella

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
Fifty thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(Going under)

Don't want your hand
This time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily
Defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

So go on and scream
Scream at me, I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under

I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

I'm going under
I'm going under
I'm going under

O público gritou animado.

—Estão preparados pra mais!?!-perguntei fazendo eles darem mais gritos.

A próxima música começou a tocar.

Bella

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love Now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was
Now here we are, so close
Yet so far, haven't
I passed the test?

When will you realize
Baby, I'm not like the rest?
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared, it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake There's just one life to live
And there's no time to waste, to waste So let me give your heart a break,give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break,your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

On Sunday, you went home alone There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply

The world is ours if we want it
We can take it, if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared, it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake There's just one life to live
And there's no time to waste, to waste So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There's just so much you can take, Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

When your lips are on my lips
Then our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my finger tips Everytime you run

Don't wanna break your heart
I wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared, it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake There's just one life to live
And there's no time to waste, to waste So let me give your heart a break 'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile away Some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Maybe I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There's just so much you can take, Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love

Bebi um pouco de água e retirei meu microfone do apoio,enquanto vários dançarinos entravam no palco e a próxima música começava a tocar.

Bella

Oh baby, baby
Oh baby, baby

Oh baby, baby
How was I supposed to know
That something wasn't right here
Oh baby, baby
I shouldn't have let you go
And now you're out of sight, yeah
Show me how you want it to be
Tell me baby 'cause I need to know now
Oh because

My loneliness is killing me (and I)
I must confess, I still believe (still believe)
When I'm not with you I lose my mind
Give me a sign
Hit me baby one more time

Oh baby, baby
The reason I breathe is you
Boy, you got me blinded
Oh pretty baby
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
That's not the way I planned it
Show me how you want it to be
Tell me baby 'cause I need to know now
Oh because

My loneliness is killing me (and I)
I must confess, I still believe (still believe)
When I'm not with you I lose my mind
Give me a sign
Hit me baby one more time

Oh baby, baby
Oh baby, baby
Oh baby, baby
How was I supposed to know
Oh pretty baby
I shouldn't have let you go

My loneliness is killing me (and I)
I must confess, I still believe (still believe)
When I'm not with you I lose my mind
Give me a sign
Hit me baby one more time

Oh baby, baby
Oh baby, baby
Oh baby, baby
How was I supposed to know
Oh pretty baby
I shouldn't have let you go

I must confess that my loneliness
Is killing me now
Don't you know I still believe
That you will be here
And give me a sign
Hit me baby one more time

My loneliness is killing me (and I)
I must confess, I still believe (still believe)
When I'm not with you I lose my mind
Give me a sign
Hit me baby one more time

I must confess (my loneliness)
That my loneliness (is killing me)
Is killing me now (I must confess)
Don't you know I still believe (I still believe)
That you will be here (when I'm not with you I lose my mind)
And give me a sign
Hit me baby one more time

Botei meu microfone de volta no apoio e a próxima música começou a tocar.

Bella

Why would you want to break
A perfectly good heart?
And why would you want to take
Our love and tear it all apart now?
Why would you want to make
The very first scar?
Why would you want to break
A perfectly good heart?

Maybe I should've seen the signs
Should've read the writing on the wall
And realized by the distance in your eyes
That I would be the one to fall

No matter what you say
I still can't believe
That you would walk away
It don't make sense to me, but

Why would you want to break
A perfectly good heart?
Why would you want to take
Our love and tear it all apart now?
Why would you want to make
The very first scar?
Why would you want to break
A perfectly good heart?

It's not unbroken anymore
How do I get it back the way it was before?

Why would you want to break
A perfectly good heart?
Why would you want to take
Our love and tear it all apart now?
Why would you want to make
The very first scar?
Why would you want to break
Why would you want to break it?

Why would you want to break
A perfectly good heart?
Why would you want to take
Our love and tear it all apart now?
Why would you want to make
The very first scar?
Why would you want to break
A perfectly good heart?

Huuum

Foi então que Luís entrou no palco,o que fez muitos gritarem — principalmente meninas — e meu irmão sentou-se em frente ao piano,começando a tocar a próxima melodia.

Respirei fundo.

Bella

I look and stare so deep in your eyes
I touch on you more and more every time
When you leave I'm begging you not to go
Call your name two or three times in a row
Such a funny thing for me to try to explain
How I'm feeling and my pride is the one to blame
'Cuz I know I don't understand,
Just how your love can do what no one else can

Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's
Got me looking so crazy right now.
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch,
Got me looking so crazy right now.
Got me hoping you'll page me right now, your kiss
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love's
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love

When I talk to my friends so quietly
Who he think he is? Look at what you've done to me
Tennis shoes, don't even need to buy a new dress
You ain't there ain't nobody else to impress
It's the way that you know what I thought I knew
It's the beat that my heart skips when I'm with you
But I still don't understand
Just how your love can do what no one else can

Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's
Got me looking so crazy right now.
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch,
Got me looking so crazy right now.
Got me hoping you'll save me right now, your kiss
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love's
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love

Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch,
Got me looking so crazy right now.
Got me hoping you'll page me right now, your kiss
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love's
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love

Bebi água enquanto alguém tocava guitarra,iniciando a próxima música.

Bella

How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
Can't win your losing fight all the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
You wont take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out on my own

(I'm screaming "I love you so"
But my thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know
Well, I think I know
There is something that I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true

Era a próxima música era a última.A melodia começou a tocar.

Bella

Load up on guns, bring your friends
It's fun to lose and to pretend
She's over bored and self-assured
Oh no, I know a dirty word

Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello!

Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello!

With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us

I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end

Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello!

Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello!

With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My libido

And I forget just why I taste
Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard, it's hard to find
Oh well, whatever, never mind

Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello!

Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello!

With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us

A denial!

O público aplaudiu e gritou feliz.

—Obrigada São Paulo!!!-exclamei acenando.

(...)

Dias depois...

Ainda fiquei em São Paulo,mas para conhecer a cidade,junto com minha família.E também porque iríamos assistir o show de Snowflake e Ryan ao vivo.

Eu tinha acabado de sair do meu quarto no hotel e ia passear um pouco com Alice.

—Você tem certeza disso,Teddy?—parei de andar ao reconhecer a voz de Ryan.

—Os dados não mentem,Ryan—ouvi o empresário afirmar-Bella faz muito mais sucesso do que você e Snowflake juntos.

Franzi a testa,encostando-me na parede e ficando bem quieta.

—Há artistas que fazem mais sucessos que outros—fez pouco caso—A minha carreira e a de Snow anda bem.

—Mas o dinheiro que vocês ganham nem se compara com o que Bella ganha—alertou Teddy-E se você namorasse com a Bella?Já pensou quanto mais famoso ficaria?Essa menina é um prodígio!É uma boa jogada né?Mas...você é quem decide.

Arregalei os olhos incrédula.

Ouvi Ryan suspirar.

—Eu vou tentar conquistá-la—afirmou-Se não der certo,eu peço a irmã dela em casamento.

—Muito bom!—Teddy elogiou.

Balancei a cabeça incrédula e me afastei com cuidado,para que não me ouvissem.

(...)

De noite...

Bati na porta do quarto.

—Entra!

Abri a porta e avistei Snowflake mexendo no laptop,sentada na cama.

—Oi mana!-sorriu.

Suspirei e entrei,fechando a porta atrás de mim.

—Precisamos conversar-declarei-É sobre Ryan.

Ela franziu a testa e fechou o laptop.

—O que houve?-indagou.

—O Ryan,ele...
não gosta de você de verdade-respondi-Acabei de ouvir ele dizendo com o Teddy que quer me conquistar só pra fazer mais sucesso.

Ela arregalou os olhos.

—Você enlouqueceu!?!-exclamou irritada me fazendo arregalar os olhos-Só porque você é a mais bonita da família e a favorita dos nossos pais,não significa que é o centro das atenções o tempo todo!Não tenho culpa se eu superei o Alex e você não consegue superar aquele babaca do Black!

Arregalei os olhos chocada.

—Não é nada disso!Eu sou sua irmã e só estou tentando ajudar!-rebati irritada-E deixa de ser hipócrita,porque você não esqueceu o Alex!Se não acredita em mim sobre Ryan ser um babaca,eu vou provar!

(...)

No dia seguinte...

Como tomávamos café todos juntos,disse na frente de todos — inclusive Ryan — que iria ensaiar um pouco sozinha logo depois da refeição.Alice tinha implantado uma câmera no studio que tinha no hotel.

Depois que ensaiei um pouco,saí da parte de gravação do studio e avistei Ryan.

—Oi-dei um sorriso-Vai ensaiar com a Snow?

—Não,eu ia ver você ensaiar,mas pelo visto acabou né?-comentou.

—Acho que devia ensaiar um pouco com a Snowflake,afinal,o show é amanhã-sugeri-Vou chamar ela.

Quando passei por Ryan,ele segurou meu braço,o que me fez encará-lo.

—Não precisamos da Snowflake aqui,nem pro ensaio e nem pra nada-afirmou-Sempre pensei como seria te beijar,Bella...

Puxei meu braço com tudo e lhe dei um forte tapa no rosto.

—Cretino!-xinguei antes de sair do studio.

(...)

Minutos depois...

Pov's Snowflake

Depois que o vídeo acabou,desliguei a tela do celular e encarei Bella e Alice.

—Você está bem?-perguntou minha irmã preocupada.

Suspirei.

—Tô-respondi-Desculpa pelo o que disse antes.

—Tudo bem-fez pouco caso.

—E então?-questionou Alice pondo as mãos na cintura-O que vai fazer agora?

Franzi a testa determinada.

—O que você acha?-comentei-Vou me vingar do desgraçado.

(...)

No dia seguinte...

O show começou de tarde e terminou umas oito horas da noite.

—Antes de encerrarmos a noite,eu gostaria de mostrar um presente que preparei pra minha namorada-declarou Ryan.

Levantei as sobrancelhas intrigada.

—É mesmo?-indaguei surpresa.

—Sim-confirmou.

Ele retirou um lindo anel de dentro do casaco,o que arrancou muitos gritos dos que nos assistiam.

Ryan pegou minha mão e se ajoelhou na minha frente.

—Snowflake Frost,quer se casar comigo?-perguntou.

Franzi a testa irritada.

—Não-neguei na hora.

Todos soltaram sons de espantos.

—O que?-murmurou Ryan ficando pálido-Porque?

—Primeiro:Somos jovens demais!Perdeu a noção?-eu disse num tom incrédulo-Segundo:Você não presta!

Foi então que na enorme tela atrás de nós,o vídeo em que Ryan dava em cima de Bella, começou a ser exibido para todo mundo ver.

Ao decorrer do vídeo,os fãs começaram a ficar revoltados e jogar coisas em Ryan.

—Divirta-se com seus "fãs"!-debochei-Babaca!

(...)

Dias depois...

Pov's Bella

Depois do escândalo no show do Ryan e da Snowflake — acabando com a dupla — minha irmã começou a sua carreira solo.Quanto à mim,lancei mais cinco clipes,com as músicas I Knew Were Trouble,End Game(com o Future e o Luís),Replay,Im With You e Brand New Day.